Words will be many. Along with her husband of 8.5 years. Son is 6.5 years. The child is loved and desired us. In these 8.5 years (married 7 years) have experienced. It was all UPS and downs. Relations began to sour 2.5 years ago. Husband completely ceased to communicate with me and be interested in. I then changed my mind and decided to try to bring the spouse to jealousy. The word reason was never given, always pozitsionirovali yourself married postupna lady. Sat and talked with her husband that she was tired of him and his nedoosvoena and invited to live separately. He refused, citing the fact that we have a child and need to live by his interests. Agreed on the fact that the child we are family, and in fact neighbours. The first time it was all arranged and I knew what results from all this.
As previously agreed, each has his own personal life. Decided to play an affair with a man. The man had a similar history in the family. Between us not when nothing happened. Husband of Verna and body and soul all the time. And as soon as the husband felt that someone “appeared” began to take active steps to return me and my feelings. Of course this could not delight in that moment. The whole game took about 1.5 months.
Celebrated the new year and healed as they say in new ways. Frankly, I do not believe that it can be. 10 months everything was perfect, like in the book. Then my husband began to work and he went all in himself. Tried many times to talk about what happened, that would be it as it is shared. But alas. Since then, constant quarrels, disagreements. The constant worrying. Terrible jealousy. Because of his profession, he much and often talks to girls. Also knowing my husband, he is very sociable, but how far he can go in this matter do not know. Constantly rid myself of bad thoughts. But sometimes no prevail, unfortunately.
And then came the rush hour. The husband filed for divorce. For me it was thunder in a clear sky. Even had to take urgent leave from work, because the work could not, was shaking and didn’t understand what you are doing. The husband determined. Reconciliation doesn’t want to. The court a little less than a month. My son and I now live in his apartment, more specifically his mom. He remains on the job, working in another city.
Comes 3-4 times in a week to son. Tried many times to talk to him,he categorical. When sleep home sleep together and everything between us is happening. Says that feeling is, but to live with me does not want and can not, believe in us and our future. Son loves madly. Son doesn’t want to leave, and that my parents lived separately. I don’t want to divorce because I love my husband and son and want to keep the family together. A lot of thoughts changed my mind. The correct solution can not accept. How to act and what to do mind I will not put. Go my son and was not particularly far, only if you shoot.
But my GP will not allow you to shoot something decent. Husband understands this and does not drive.
Thanks for reading to the end. It’s just a cry from the heart.