It turned out that I married the second time. My ex-husband and I divorced, I thought because of his infidelity, battering and selfishness. Actually, only partially. I got it just recently. My perfectionism and obstinacy gave rise to his beastly antics. At that time, with him our son was 1.5 years. 6 months after our separation, I got married again. Second husband didn’t like but went on some stupid principle to prove to myself and the former wife that I’m normal and the baby will remain. Our son began to call my new husband “dad.” I was flattered. Because the former husband had the pain, I know.
The second marriage had a child and after his birth I fell in love with her husband. For his attitude towards me and my son from my first marriage. We all got along until my husband appeared high-paying job… the Behavior has changed for the worse and blame me too much he was allowed, he earns, I’m home with the kids. All of his “want” was true. There are many problems of a different nature, to describe them makes no sense. Now I sit and hate myself for wanting to divorce… Came the realization that as if someone did not say, but I will be easier and easier. Before the eldest son really ashamed, just embarrassed, and DUMB that he had a mother like that. Two dads and no, my fault. And before the younger, I want also deprived of a complete family…Apparently family life is not for me.
Couldn’t I 2 bad husband in a row to get caught? Could not. The desire to just disappear from this life, to anyone else it does not spoil. Just wanted to vent, that’s all. PS ex-husband, everything is fine. Soon the wedding and the problems that were in our life together now – no. And honestly? I’m really glad for him.