I don’t know how to be…we got married 4 years ago. When I was barely 18,he was 23. I live with my parents, they help us to build a house near them. I love him very much, he said that too. Very gentle to me. Sex is not bad. Not say that just perfect, but I especially have nothing to compare, to draw conclusions from what you read on the Internet. At least I never denied him any affection. I always read different groups and were grateful that my husband is not like that.
I went to the pink glasses. About a month ago I began to notice that he was someone calling. He runs off to talk in another room. Messages deletes them. Naturally, I suspected him of cheating. But the show did not, pretend to believe his ridiculous excuse that it’s work. Until I heard his conversation with a friend. They talked about the fact that my husband allegedly got into a fight with HER husband that the friend called HER mother…etc. I ran away, my husband saw it, ran after it ,said I have got it all wrong. And I said that all I understand. He replied, well if so, then goodbye. I come back, and he collects things. But I didn’t let him go. Asked me to stay and to think. Said he’ll stay if I lose weight. I was very surprised at these words. On the contrary, he always said that he admired my curvy shapes.
And he left. I showed him eye. I left and cried in the bathroom until he fell asleep. In the morning he stood in front of me on his knees and begged forgiveness , said he doesn’t know what’s gotten into him. That there was nothing there. She is also married.
They’re just a couple of times I walked and talked on the phone. I want to believe and forgive him, but I fear that he will cheat again. We don’t have kids, at first we wanted to move into his house.